
It has come to mind that I have shared the darkest side of me
And feel that it may be a tad bit much for all the normalicies.
So I decided to give my butt a break and rise up from this chair
And take a walk with you in mind and let us get some air.
Relief rushed in as I walked out and I knew that this was right,
That I should take this needed break and maybe shed new light.
I instantly was embraced by nature showing off its wares,
Trees were rustling falling leaves and freshness filled the air.
Four leaf clovers waved their leaves eagerly for me to pick
The one lucky clover that would lovingly grant my wish.
A line of pennies laid on pavement all with faces up
Just so I could choose the one that would furnish me with luck.
Walking across the yard not a difficult feat is that,
But what comes crossing my fateful path? A purrfectly whitened cat.
As evening became night, I had no fear of dark,
And in the distant trees I heard a beautiful meadowlark.
A shooting star was crossing over and glistened for me to see,
And in that moment this shooting star was wishing upon me.
The breeze blew crisp against my face as autumn settles in
And like a unseen lover, caressed my cheek and kissed me on the chin
I continued on my outing just wandering in my yard
And suddenly for a moment in time, I finally dropped my guard.
And in that brief clear moment, I once again could envision
The healthier, happier Aura; taking its rightful position.
I settled down from sudden delight and noticed a truck pass by
And in that fleeting moment I did not wince or sigh.
It has been an amazing journey from desperation to the now
Just being allowed this moment is good enough somehow.
So my dear readers don’t despair about the journey I must make
It is mine to walk and learn from and I will make mistakes.
But never once let me lead you down my rollercoaster rail
Just bare with me as I find my way across the unchartered trail.
Chins Up! With love, Ora